oh snap
To be honest, I've basically cruised my way through things in life. I got through high school just fine without studying much and almost got through college that way. Of course I have failed some classes and have taken one class over and over but I never cared. It was my money. Whenever I attempted to study, I would fall asleep 10 minutes into it and basically spend a couple hours frantically going through notes before exam time. I don't know why I'm so unmotivated. Maybe its due to being born into the American culture or maybe I just like suffering. I don't know. Once I realized I was living my parents dream and not my own, my grades dropped significantly. This was like 3 years ago and lets say my GPA is not the type that gets into grad school.
Now on my 6th year of college, I am 1 credit away from getting a gen. science degree and if I want to leave this country, I have to pass at least 1 of my 2 classes. I can tolerate anatomy/physiology and so I spent some time studying for that class. Genetics sucks ass. I find it very difficult to study for that class. Every page I read, I'm screaming "this class sucks ass" in my head over and over. The reverberating circuits in my brain don't seem to work as effectively for that class compared to AP.
In the end, I am in a strange situation. On both midterms I basically set the curve. I set the high end of the curve for AP and then a couple days later I set the low end for genetics. I now wonder what could've been if I was actually sucessful in my academic career. If I was going according to my parents plan this would have been my last year in pharmacy school but nothing goes according to plan. what a strange time to be alive
